Today started out horribly. I woke up an hour early to a text message from my best friend informing me that her ex-boyfriend hit her last night. What a great start to the day, huh?
Then I got to work and was exhausted and had a headache all day. My mom and I fought throughout lunch, that was fun. Then around 3:30 I started to feel weird. I got really hot and sweaty. Then I started hyperventilating and my heart started pounding. Then the tears started welling up. I left my desk and ran into my mom's office and broke down. I haven't had a panic attack in months and this one was by far the worst. My headache got much worse after that.
On the way home I dozed off for most of the ride. Then we got home, my mom took the dogs to her friend's house to run and play. I ate dinner and then went up to my room and laid down. I fell asleep on and off for a few hours. Then Kate came over and we ran to the gas station and had a cigarette together. She brought me some taco pizza from her work. It smells delicious. I'm bringing it to work tomorrow for lunch.
I'm too tired to write more tonight but I'll write a nice, long blog tomorrow.
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